This month has been hectic so far and it's only the 6th of the month. I left my job and a lot of people I would of previously relied on behind, sometimes the people you spend five days a week with you think are your best friends but they're merely there to keep your eight hour shift occupied with gossip and things to keep you awake.
I got to spend carnival with my girls again, even though they've been back in London all summer which is usually when I get to see them the most I spent my summer like a hermit, working and saving money, such a waste. Carnival was great, ciders and Pimm's, dancing in the street and everyone is just generally in a great mood.
I've hardly had time to see any friends this summer, it somewhat feels like I hardly have any friends left. There's people I still miss and I wish things could go back to normal with but that's just wishful thinking, I've done my part, it's hurtful when you've been replaced but then again it must be so for them too, when you've replaced them.
My love life is non existent as usual. It seems my 'no flings/one night stands' rule just doesn't work for guys, I know I just haven't found the right one yet to keep me on my toes and keep me laughing and give me no heart ache. I'm extremely broody at the moment and pining over weddings, getting ahead of myself here.
In 42 hours I'll be on my way to LA to stay for a week, head to Vegas for four days, three day road trip to San Francisco where I'm staying for a week before heading home. I'm beyond excited and it'll be a great get a away for me to clear my head and get everything in perspective. When I'm back beginning of October it's job hunting time to bring in some money. Of course I'll update a holiday post once I'm back filled with beautiful pictures and memories.
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